Shortly
after
high
school
Stephen
Ladd
set
out
on
a
journey
of
self-discovery
that
took
him
through
Africa,
Asia
and
Europe.
Afterwards,
he
returned
to
his
home
town
of
Bremerton,
Washington
where
he
attended
college
and
took
a
job
in
city
government.
For
most,
this
is
where
the
story
would’ve
ended;
protagonist
marries,
works
his
life
away,
retires
and
dies.
Not
in
Stephen’s
case.
Always,
the
urge
to
go
simmered
just
below
the
surface.
Finally,
in
the
Fall
of
1990,
Stephen
set
out
again,
this
time
in
a
twelve-foot
boat
of
his
own
design.
It
would
be
three
years
before
he
returned.
SCA:
Which
commercial
boat
design
or
designs
came
closest
to
meeting
your
requirements?
Ladd:
Without
even
looking
I
assumed
none
would
come
close.
I
needed
a
cabin
I
could
sleep
in
stretched
out,
capsize-proofness,
a
weight
I
could
pull
up
on
a
beach
by
myself,
and
a
super-shallow
draft.
To
my
knowledge
it
still
doesn't
exist
commercially.
SCA:
From
which
boats
did
you
draw
the
most
in
design
and
features
for
Squeak?
Ladd:
Commodore
Munroe's
Presto
(you'll
have
to
look
hard
in
libraries
to
find
a
book
about
that
boat;
the
book
is
called
"The
Good
Little
Ship"),
and
Chuck
Paine's
Francis
(I've
always
preferred
double-enders),
plus
Philip
Bolger
in
general.
SCA:
Did
you
have
any
sailing
experience
before
Squeak?
Ladd:
Only
in
a
San
Francisco
Pelican
(12')
around
Puget
Sound.
SCA:
What
do
you
think
of
the
Pelican?
What
limits
it
for
your
purposes?
Ladd:
No
cabin,
too
heavy
to
pull
up,
not
capsize-proof.
But
sturdy
and
otherwise
useful.
Can
be
rowed.
SCA:
Was
there
any
one
historical
voyage
that
particularly
inspired
your
own?
Ladd:
No.
My
inspiration
didn't
come
from
other
people's
experiences.
I
had
read
Tristan
Jones'
Incredible
Voyage,
and
liked
it,
but
the
similarity
of
our
routes
is
coincidental.
If
you
want
a
long
list
of
what
I
consider
the
best
adventure
books,
however,
see
the
sidebar.
It
also
contains
my
definition
of
a
good
adventure
book.
SCA:
Having
been
mugged,
capsized,
bound
in
red
tape
and
who
knows
what
else,
what
would
you
say
is
to
be
feared
most
on
an
adventure
of
this
nature?
Ladd:
Death
at
the
hands
of
pirates
in
lawless
areas,
or
the
bad
surf
way
offshore
in
the
Colombian
Pacific.
SCA:
Where
are
those
lawless
areas
where
pirates
might
be
found?
Ladd:
In
the
Western
Hemisphere,
the
only
concentrated
area
is
the
Pacific
Coast
of
Colombia,
and
it's
never
talked
about
because
nobody
seems
to
want
to
go
there
anyway,
so
the
actual
amount
of
piracy
is
small.
The
main
places
of
global
piracy
are
around
Indonesia,
Thailand,
the
Philippines,
etc.
SCA:
What
eventually
became
of
little
Squeak?
Ladd:
In
my
carport
right
now!
I
haven't
used
her
much
the
past
few
years,
except
to
take
to
festivals
where
I
tell
my
story
and
sell
books.
SCA:
Was
Squeak
simply
the
means
to
an
end,
or
do
you
feel
a
real
affinity
for
her?
If
someone
walked
up
with
cash,
how
much
would
it
take
for
you
to
part
with
her?
Ladd:
An
affinity,
certainly.
A
great
love,
during
the
voyage.
But
now
it's
only
a
sentimental
respect.
I
would
sell
her
for
$5000
after
a
couple
more
years
of
selling
my
book.
I
don't
believe
in
owning
things
I
don't
use,
and
while
I
may
do
another
voyage
in
Squeak,
I
would
also
enjoy
designing
and
building
another
small
boat.
Currently
I
ponder
a
stitch-&-glue,
row/sail
trimaran
similar
in
capacity
to
Squeak,
narrower
but
longer,
with
the
amas
close
in
so
as
to
hold
the
oarlocks
the
right
distance
out
and
allow
the
boat
to
be
righted
by
leveraged
crew
weight.
SCA:
Squeak
is
a
sort
of
cross
between
a
canoe
and
sailboat;
in
retrospect,
was
the
compromise
about
right,
or
would
it
been
better
if
she’d
favored
one
more
than
the
other?
Ladd:
Yes,
the
compromise
was
about
right.
A
short
fat
canoe
with
cabin
and
masts.
Her
hydrodynamic
efficiency
is
very
good
(rowable
at
3
knots),
at
some
cost
to
stability
(you
have
to
keep
your
weight
fairly
centered).
SCA:
What
design
changes
would
you
incorporate
in
a
Squeak
II?
Ladd:
A
drain
in
the
cockpit
footwell.
And
possibly
more
initial
stability,
not
for
safety
but
for
comfort
when
living
aboard.
That
would
imply
a
less
rounded
cross
section
(a
pity
aesthetically
and
hydrodynamically)!
SCA:
Do
you
feel
you
sacrificed
seaworthiness
and
safety
because
of
weight
considerations,
or
can
a
boat
that
size
can
be
capable
and
safe?
Ladd:
No
sacrifice.
A
strong,
capsize-proof
boat
big
enough
for
a
cabin,
properly
used,
is
as
safe
as
the
Queen
Mary.
(Capsize-proof
means
able
to
survive,
not
prevent,
a
capsize.)
The
only
limitation
is
comfort
and
range.
And
even
those
limitations
are
not
so
great
if
you
ask
me.
I
was
generally
comfortable,
given
my
ability
to
lazily
camp
on
any
remote
beach
or
river
bank.
And
combined
with
boat-hitchhiking
my
range
didn't
really
suffer.
True
ocean-crossing
requires
a
lift,
surprisingly
easy
and
cheap
to
obtain.
SCA:
Do
you
still
communicate
with
any
of
the
many
friends
you
made
during
those
three
years?
Ladd:
Yes,
I
have
corresponded
with
Chuck
and
Babe,
all
my
Morro
Mico
friends,
Mariela,
Lothar
the
German
university
president
and
ranch-owner,
Luis
the
pot-smoker
from
Bucaramanga,
Meg,
and
Angela.
Several
have
visited
me
here
in
the
Seattle
area.
No
word
from
Traci,
I'm
afraid.
SCA:
It
seems
your
motivation
was
a
search
for
answers.
Having
had
some
time
to
reflect,
do
you
feel
you
found
any?
Ladd:
First,
questions.
The
one-size-fits-all
question
is,
what
is
the
meaning
of
life?
Or,
how
can
I
have
the
most
meaningful
life?
Answers
include:
SCA:
Which
country
did
you
find
most
hospitable?
Least?
Ladd:
Cuba
was
most
hospitable,
though
I'm
most
nostalgic
toward
Colombia
because
it
has
so
much
character
and
memories
for
me.
I
suppose
Haiti
is
inhospitable,
but
misery
usually
is.
SCA:
No
problems
in
Cuba
because
you
were
an
American?
Ladd:
I've
never
had
a
problem
because
I'm
an
American,
especially
not
in
Cuba.
They
love
America!
Only
their
security
officials
must
be
careful
regarding
Americans.
They
detained
me
two
days
upon
arrival,
and
for
shorter
durations
occasionally
thereafter,
but
it
was
all
very
friendly.
SCA:
We
know
you
used
everything
from
road
maps
to
local
knowledge
as
aids
to
navigation.
How
extensive
was
your
collection
of
nautical
charts?
Would
you
take
more
if
going
again?
Ladd:
As
I
went
along
I
gathered
nautical
charts
of
the
saltwater
portions
of
the
trip.
Rivers
aren't
as
complicated;
road
maps
suffice
there.
I
scrounged
what
I
needed.
Often
photocopied,
sometimes
even
traced
by
hand.
I
wouldn't
want
to
leave
with
a
huge
roll
of
charts
I
might
not
need.
SCA:
What
luxuries
does
the
long-term
sailor
of
a
12
-foot
boat
miss
the
most?
Ladd:
Love
and
sex.
Maybe
a
cold
drink
now
and
then,
or
a
shaded
cockpit.
(But
cold
drinks
and
shaded
cockpits
have
no
place
in
a
tiny
boat.)
SCA:
One
gets
the
feeling
you'd
chase
adventure
by
plane,
train
or
balloon
if
the
mood
struck.
True?
Ladd:
I've
always
been
adventurous.
Not
necessarily
big
dramatic
things.
Lately
I'm
into
mountain
biking
in
the
surrounding
foothills
of
the
Cascades,
because
it's
convenient
to
where
I
live,
and
there's
a
lot
to
explore
up
there.
Nature
always
makes
me
feel
good.
SCA:
Why
do
you
think
it's
so
hard
for
most
people
to
put
down
the
TV
remote,
leave
their
comfort
zone
and
follow
their
dreams?
Ladd:
Their
role
models
disliked
physical
effort
and
discomfort.
And
we're
prisoners
of
our
evolutionary
biology,
which
wants
us
to
be
fat
to
survive
the
famine
that
probably
won't
come
anymore.
SCA:
How
about
your
role
models?
Ladd:
My
father
jogged
daily
decades
before
it
was
popular,
and
has
always
been
adventurous,
though
his
adventure
was
largely
provided
by
the
US
government.
They
called
it
WW
II.
SCA:
We
expect
your
book
will
be
a
hit
with
our
readership.
Has
it
been
received
well
generally?
Ladd:
Five
thousand
copies
have
sold,
which
more
than
pleases
me.
I'm
glad
to
have
put
forth
a
positive
message
for
people
willing
to
consider
new
notions
of
the
world
we
live
in.
SCA:
In
your
opinion,
what
is
the
message
and
what
are
those
new
notions?
Ladd:
See
the
four
above
pithy
generalities.
SCA:
What’s
next
for
Stephen
Ladd?
Ladd:
I'm
enjoying
my
professional
life,
city
planner
for
a
couple
of
small
cities
near
Seattle.
I
also
organize
continuing
education
for
my
fellow
planners
as
a
volunteer.
My
work
allows
me
to
write.
I
already
mentioned
my
current
outdoor
activities.
Backcountry
skiing
and
target
practice
too.
Eventually
my
wanderlust
will
build
back
up
to
where
I
must
leave
again
for
a
long
time.
I
have
considered
circumnavigating
the
Pacific
Ocean
by
the
same
or
similar
boat,
and
numerous
other
daydreams.
They'll
remain
only
daydreams
until
the
moment
gets
closer.
SCA:
Must
each
adventure
surpass
the
previous
to
satisfy
you?
Ladd:
Not
at
all.
I
sure
hope
not,
since
I'm
getting
older
and
won't
always
be
as
athletic.
I'm
47.
I
just
try
to
keep
a
little
adventure
in
my
daily
life,
and
I
save
my
money
so
the
only
limitation
on
the
next
big
one
will
only
be
inspiration
and
wanderlust.
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