A Sunday Sermon
The Palm River meanders through
cow fields, then subdivisions, and finally it flows past the
rusty steel and grimy concrete buildings of an industrial area
in the eastern part of Tampa. Our marina is tucked into a little
dent in the bank of the Palm River, right after it slides under
the four lanes of Fiftieth Street, and just before it dumps
into the northernmost part of Tampa Bay. Because it isn’t
really a residential area, there’s a substantial population
of homeless people along Fiftieth Street. You see them most
every day, thin men with long stringy hair and beards, pushing
shopping carts along the sidewalks, shopping carts stuffed with
colorless clothes and dirty bedding, and plastic bags full of
aluminum cans. The marina is fenced along the street, and there’s
an electric gate. You have to enter a code to open it. It keeps
the bums out.
The river protects the marina
to the south, and there’s a little creek around the northern
and western sides of the property. Unless it’s been raining
hard, the creek just oozes out of a storm drain. It fills the
ditch alongside the street for a while before turning to curl
around the marina. You can’t really see the creek from
the road, because it’s behind some bushes. The reason
I mention the creek is because there’s usually an old
splintery plywood skiff up in there. It’s pulled up on
the mud, tied to the bushes where it’s out of sight from
the road. Sometimes when I come down to the marina, there’s
a beat up pickup truck parked on the side of the road next to
those bushes, and then that old blue skiff is gone.
When I first moved to Tampa,
the rough parts of town disturbed me. But once you’ve
been around a while, the ugliness starts to look normal. Like
the song says, “It ain’t too hard to get along with
somebody else’s troubles.” So when the marina gate
grinds closed behind you, you forget the ragged people and the
way they live, because the marina itself is well kept. You drive
down a little hill onto the grass next to the docks, and you
look over the boats, downstream where the mangroves line the
riverbanks. You don’t usually look upstream towards the
bridge, because it’s not nearly as pretty up that way.
And then if you love boats, those mild fantasies bubble up into
your subconscious again, and you start to enjoy yourself.
Well last Sunday morning that’s
exactly what I did. Saturday mornings are for handyman chores
the Resident Love Goddess dreams up. But Sunday mornings, those
I’ve been taking for myself lately, and off I went to
do a little work on the Icebreaker Danielle. I was out the door
pretty early, but I wasn’t the first guy there. That old
pick-em-up truck was parked beside the bushes. And what a morning
it was too, with the sun just coming up. It was still cool and
moist enough so that you wanted a heavy sweater, and there was
a soft mist that blanketed the river ever so lightly. Nobody
was around. I pulled the boat close to the dock, stepped aboard
and fumbled with the lock. Then I rigged a deck chair on the
aft deck and settled into it. I propped my feet up on the bulwarks,
leaned the chair back, and sipped at my coffee.
The river was so quiet. That
old sun was just starting to throw slanted sheets of light through
the river fog. Something caught my eye up river. It was that
beat up blue skiff, ghosting out of the mist, and gliding under
the bridge. In the bows a big old black dog stood nose forward,
and in the stern sheets a big old black man sat facing forward
too. He had one hand on the tiller of an electric trolling motor
and the other around a fishing pole. He wore a red plaid jacket,
and a chewed up cloth cap. The trolling motor was absolutely
silent, and the boat slipped down the center of the glassy river
with a tiny wake. I kept right still, watching the fellow as
he slid closer. And then, just as he came abreast of my boat,
he did something very unusual in these parts. He started to
sing. He sang to all of creation, all by himself and right out
loud. And could the man sing, Shipmates! He had a voice clear
and strong, and it spread across the water like yellow sunshine:
He sang as he disappeared down
river, and the song mixed with the wisps of fog till his voice
lost it’s clarity and became smooth, then muffled. When
I couldn’t hear him anymore I shifted in my chair. Something
made me glance up river, and there under the bridge stood a bum,
wrapped in a sleeping bag. He was gazing sadly down river into
the mist. Then he looked at me.